Everything is so dark
And I know there’s something wrong
But I can’t turn the light on
In that split second change
When you knew we couldn’t hold on
I realize I live to love you
Save yourself, don’t look back
Tearing us apart until it’s
All gone
The only world I’ve ever known
Sleeps beneath the waves
But I remember
I won’t give up on you
I can feel you in my heart
Just show me the way
I don’t belong here alone
I can still see your face
Where it’s burned into my mind
I die every time I close my eyes
You’re always there
Save yourself, don’t look back
Tearing us apart until it’s
All gone
The only world I’ve ever known
Sleeps beneath the waves
But I’m the one who’s drowning
Without your love I am lost
And I can never go back home
All across the ocean
We are calling, calling
Are you there?
Nothing left for me till I find you
Because it’s all gone
The only one world I’ve ever known
Sleeps beneath the waves
But I’m the one who’s drowning
Without your love I am lost
And I can never go back home
I can never go back home
I don’t know your heart
I don’t know where to begin
But I could feel you erasing the rivers I’d drawn in
The more I stood still
The faster you were running
You don’t know how it feels crawling under your skin
So far, so far away
Don’t you know we could be
High or Low
You never fell beneath me
And I gave up on you, but I never forgot you
I can’t be your friend
Hold your hand while you bleed
There’s nothing left to give you
Nothing more I need
Time to let it sleep
Oh, the damage was real
But nothing cut me so deep I could not heal
Don’t you know we could be
High or Low
You never fell beneath me
And I gave up on you, but I never forgot you
High or Low
You never fell beneath me
And I gave up on you
But I never forgot
I pulled away to face the pain
I close my eyes and drift away
Over the fear that I will never find
A way to heal my soul
And I will wander till the end of time
Torn away from you
My heart is broken
Sweet sleep, my dark angel
Deliver us from sorrow’s hold
(Over my heart)
I can’t go on living this way
But I can’t go back the way I came
Chained to this fear that I will never find
A way to heal my soul
And I will wander till the end of time
Half alive without you
My heart is broken
Sweet sleep, my dark angel
Deliver us
Change
Open your eyes to the light
I denied it all so long, oh so long
Say goodbye, goodbye
My heart is broken
Sweet sleep, my dark angel
Deliver us
My heart is broken
Sweet sleep, my dark angel
Deliver us
My heart is broken
Sweet sleep, my dark angel
Deliver us from sorrow’s hold
I can’t change who I am
Out on your own
Cold and alone again
Can this be what you really wanted, baby?
Now that you’re gone
I feel like myself again
Grieving the things I can’t repair and willing
To let you blame it on me
And set your guilt free
I don’t want to hold you back now, love
I can’t change who I am
Not this time, I won’t lie to keep you near me
And in this short life
There’s no time to waste on giving up
My love wasn’t enough
And you can blame it on me
And set your guilt free
I don’t want to hold you back now, love
I found a grave
Brushed off the face
Felt your light
And I remember why I know this place
I found a bird
Closing her eyes
One last time
And I wonder if she dreamed like me
As much as it hurts
Ain’t it wonderful to feel?
So go on and break your wings
Follow your heart till it bleeds
As we run towards the end of the dream
I’m not afraid
I pushed through the pain
And I’m on fire
I remember how to breathe again
As much as it hurts
Ain’t it wonderful to feel?
So go on and break your wings
Follow your heart till it bleeds
As we run towards the end of the dream
Why must we fall apart to understand how to fly?
I will find a way even without wings
Even without wings!
Dream…
Follow your heart till it bleeds
As we run towards the end of the dream
Follow your heart till it bleeds
And we’ve come to the end of the dream
[Verse 1]
How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down, into my core
Where I’ve become so numb, without a soul
My spirit’s sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there, and lead it, back, home
[Hook]
Wake me up inside!
Wake me up inside!
Call my name and save me from the dark
Bid my blood to run
Before I come undone
Save me from the nothing I’ve become
[Verse 2]
Now that I know what I’m without
You can’t just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life
[Hook]
Wake me up inside!
Wake me up inside!
Call my name and save me from the dark
Bid my blood to run
Before I come undone
Save me from the nothing I’ve become
[Bridge]
Bring me to life
Bring me to life
[Interlude]
Frozen inside, without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life
Among the dead
[Verse 3]
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Don’t let me die here
Bring, me, to, life
[Hook]
Wake me up inside!
Wake me up inside!
Call my name and save me from the dark
Bid my blood to run
Before I come undone
Save me from the nothing I’ve become
[Outro]
Bring me to life
Bring me to life
Bring me to life
I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops as they’re falling tell a story
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me
Don’t say I’m out of touch
With this rampant chaos, your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh, how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me
[x2]
Oh, paper flowers [x2]
And I, I will remember how to fly
Unlock the heavens in my mind
Follow my love back
Through the same secret door
Look past the end
It’s a dream, as it’s always been
All life lives on if we’ve ever loved it
And I, I will remember how to fly
Unlock the heavens in my mind
Follow my love back
Through the same secret door
I, I will remember how to fly
Unlock the heavens in my mind
Follow my love back
Through the same secret door
Lithium, don’t want to lock me up inside
Lithium, don’t want to forget how it feels without
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Oh, but God, I want to let it go
Come to bed, don’t make me sleep alone
Couldn’t hide the emptiness, you let it show
Never wanted it to be so cold
Just didn’t drink enough to say you love me
I can’t hold on to me
Wonder what’s wrong with me
Lithium, don’t want to lock me up inside
Lithium, don’t want to forget how it feels without
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Don’t want to let it lay me down this time
Drown my will to fly
Here in the darkness I know myself
Can’t break free until I let it go
Let me go
Darling, I forgive you after all
Anything is better than to be alone
And in the end I guess I had to fall
Always find my place among the ashes
I can’t hold on to me
Wonder what’s wrong with me
Lithium, don’t want to lock me up inside
Lithium, don’t want to forget how it feels without
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Stay in love with you
Oh, I’m gonna let it go
I’ve been believing
In something so distant
As if I was human
And I’ve been denying
This feeling of hopelessness
In me, in me
All the promises I made
Just to let you down
You believed in me, but I’m broken
I have nothing left
And all I feel is this cruel wanting
We’ve been falling for all this time
And now I’m lost in paradise
As much as I’d like the past not to exist
It still does
And as much as I’d like to feel like I belong here
I’m just as scared as you
I have nothing left
And all I feel is this cruel wanting
We’ve been falling for all this time
And now I’m lost in paradise
Run away, run away
One day we won’t feel this pain anymore
Take it all away, shadows of you
‘Cause they won’t let me go
Till I have nothing left
And all I feel is this cruel wanting
We’ve been falling for all this time
And now I’m lost in paradise
Alone and lost in paradise
I can’t see your star
I can’t see your star
Though I patiently waited
Bedside for the death of today
I can’t see your star
The mechanical lights of Lisbon frightened it away
And I’m alone now
Me and all I stood for
We’re wandering now
All in parts and pieces swim lonely
Find your own way out
I can’t see your star
I can’t see your star
How can the darkness feel so wrong?
And I’m alone now
Me and all I stood for
We’re wandering now
All in parts and pieces, swim lonely
Find your own way out
So far away
It’s growing colder
Without your love
Why can’t you feel me
Calling your name?
Can’t break the silence
It’s breaking me
All my fears turn to rage
And I’m alone now, me
And all I stood for
We’re wandering now
All in parts and pieces swim lonely
Find your own way out
Nothing worth fighting for
We’re wandering now
All in parts and pieces swim lonely
Find your own way out
I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone
[Pre-Chorus]
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus]
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I’ve held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
[Verse 2]
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
[Pre-Chorus]
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus]
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I’ve held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
[Bridge]
I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along
[Chorus – Variation]
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I’ve held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all
All of me, me, me
[Pre-Chorus 1]
I wanna lift you up into the light that you deserve
I wanna take your pain into myself so you won’t hurt
[Chorus]
Don’t you dare surrender
Don’t leave me here without you
Cause I could never
Replace your perfect imperfection
[Verse 2]
The way you look us over
Your counterfeit composure
Pushing again and again and sinking lower and lower
The world is on our shoulders
Do you really know the weight of the words you say?
You want a little of it
You just can’t let go of it
You’ve got an ego to feed
Too late to rise above it
Don’t look now but the little girl’s got a grenade
[Pre-Chorus 2]
I’m gonna lift you up into the light you deserve
I’m gonna take you down to the real world so you can watch it burn
[Chorus]
Don’t you dare surrender
Don’t leave me here without you
Cause I would never
Replace your perfect imperfection
[Bridge]
We stand undefined
Can’t be drawn with a straight line
This will not be our ending
We are alive, we are alive
[Chorus]
Don’t you dare surrender
Don’t leave me here without you
Cause I could never
Replace your perfect imperfection
[Outro]
Don’t you dare surrender
I’m still right beside you
And I could never
Replace your perfect imperfection
Lost whispers
Awaken within me
And fly…
Give me a reason to believe that you’re gone
I see your shadow so I know they’re all wrong
Moonlight on the soft brown earth
It leads me to where you lay
They took you away from me
But now I’m taking you home
I will stay forever here with you, my love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on
Some say I’m crazy for my love, oh my love
But no bonds can hold me from your side
Oh my love
They don’t know you can’t leave me
They don’t hear you singing to me
I will stay forever here with you, my love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on
And I can’t love you, anymore than I do
I will stay forever here with you, my love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on
[Intro:]
Please, please, please
Can you stop the fire? Can you stand to fight her? You can’t stop the fire. You won’t say the words
[Verse 1:]
Please, please forgive me
But I won’t be home again
Maybe someday you’ll look up
And, barely conscious, you’ll say to no one:
“Isn’t something missing?”
You won’t cry for my absence, I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me?
[Chorus:]
Even though I’m the sacrifice
You won’t try for me, not now
Though I’d die to know you love me
I’m all alone
Isn’t someone missing me?
[Verse 2:]
Please, please forgive me
But I won’t be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
“Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me?”
I took their smiles and I made them mine
I sold my soul just to hide the light
And now I see what I really am
A thief, a whore, and a liar
I run to you
(And run away from this town)
Call out your name
(Giving up, giving in)
I see you there
(Still you are)
Farther away
I’m numb to you – numb and deaf and blind
You give me all but the reason why
I reach but I feel only air at night
Not you, not love, just nothing
I run to you
(And run away from this town)
Call out your name
(Giving up, giving in)
I see you there
(Still you are)
Farther away
[Verse 1]
I’ve been looking in the mirror for so long
That I’ve come to believe my soul’s on the other side
All the little pieces falling, shatter shards of me
Too sharp to put back together
Too small to matter
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces
If I try to touch her
[Hook]
And I bleed
I bleed
And I breathe
I breathe no more
[Verse 2]
Take a breath and I try to draw my spirit’s well
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child
Lie to me, convince me that I’ve been sick forever
And all of this will make sense when I get better
But I know the difference
Between myself and my reflection
I just can’t help but to wonder
Which of us do you love?
[Hook]
So I bleed
I bleed
And I breathe
I breathe no
Bleed, I bleed
And I breathe
I breathe (x3)
No more
[Verse 1]
Where’s the light
Killed my day
Lost in the dark of your ways
Wasted my energy, endlessly
On your sweet lie
[Chorus]
And if you don’t mind
I would like to live the lie
That I will survive
And if you don’t mind
I would love to slip away
And leave your world behind
[Verse 2]
Insecure, I’m not so sure that
You’re not just faking something
Wasted our last day
I can’t take the pain, babe
[Chorus]
And if you don’t mind
I would like to live the lie
That I will survive
And If you don’t mind
I would love to slip away and leave it all behind
[Outro]
And if you don’t mind
I would like to live the lie
That I will survive
And if you don’t mind
If you don’t mind
Never thought that I’d be leaving you today
So alone and wondering why I feel this way
So wide the world
Can love remember how to get me home to you
Someday
We’ll be together again
All just a dream in the end
We’ll be together again
So many fears were swimming around and around in my mind
Who would have dreamed the secrets we would find
I’ve found a world where love and dreams and darkness all collide
Maybe this time we can leave our broken world behind
We’ll be together again
All just a dream in the end
Sparkling grey
They’re my own veins
Any more than a whisper
Any sudden movement of my heart
And I know, I know I’ll have to watch them pass away
Just get through this day
Give up your way, you could be anything
Give up my way, and lose myself, not today
That’s too much guilt to pay
Sickened in the sun
You dare tell me you love me
But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die
Honey you know, you know I’d never hurt you that way
You’re just so pretty in your pain
Give up my way, and I could be anything
I’ll make my own way
Without your senseless hate… hate… hate… hate
So run, run, run
And hate me, if it feels good
I can’t hear your screams anymore
You lied to me
But I’m older now
And I’m not buying baby
Demanding my response
Don’t bother breaking the door down
I found my way out
And you’ll never hurt me again
Serve your twisted enemy
So you might earn forgiveness
You know your whole world is waiting
So why can’t you speak?
I feel it coming over me
I’m still a slave to these dreams
Is this the end of everything?
Or just a new way to bleed?
So go and tell all your friends
That I’m a failure underneath
If it makes you feel like a bigger man
But it’s my, my heart, my life
That you’re calling a lie
I’ve played this game before
And I can’t take anymore
I feel it coming over me
I’m still a slave to these dreams
Is this the end of everything?
Or just a new way to bleed?
By drifting far beyond the edge
Freedom, freedom
Can’t you feel the ground caving in?
Freedom
Give us a reason to believe again
I feel it coming over me
I’m still a slave to these dreams
Is this the end of everything?
Or just a new way to bleed?
It’s taking you too long to decide
And I don’t want to be the one, the one
Crying over wasted time
If you think you’re strong enough to let me in
Then come on, stand up and be honest, be honest
I’m tired of feeling so alone
Cause you won’t let me understand
I don’t wanna pretend, I want to feel, I want to live
[Chorus]
Say you will or say you won’t
Open your heart to me
Now or never tell the truth
Is this real, is this real?
[Verse 2]
Whenever you’re around, I can’t fight it
You get under my skin in a way that I like it
And I can’t take anymore
Tell me what you want from me or leave me alone
Cause I’m all caught up and I’m losing control
I’m tired of holding on so tight
When you won’t let me understand
Now I’m falling apart
I never meant to lose myself
[Chorus]
Say you will or say you won’t
Open your heart to me
Now or never, tell the truth
Is this real, is this real [x2]
[Bridge]
Like drops of rain against my heart
Cut through like silver
And I want to make you feel that way
And I want to make you feel the way that I do
[Chorus][x2]
Hollow, like you don’t remember me
Underneath everything I guess I always dreamed
That I would be the one to take you away
From all this wasted pain
But I can’t save you from yourself
Don’t you want to feel?
Don’t you want to live your life?
How much longer are you gonna give in to the fear?
Holding you down until you’re frozen
I can’t let you fall apart
You don’t even know what you’ve done to me
But I would be the one to take you away
From all this wasted pain
If you could just wake up
Don’t you want to feel?
Don’t you want to live your life?
How much longer are you gonna give in to the fear?
Holding you down until you’re all alone
All alone and drowning in your past
Take it back, take it back
I still believe you can
Don’t you want to feel?
Don’t you want to live your life?
How much longer are you gonna give in to the fear?
I can’t go on pretending
So give me something real
No one in your way but you
How much longer are you gonna give in to the fear?
Holding you down till you disappear
Turn out the lights
Feed the fire
‘Til my soul breaks free
My heart is high
As the waves above me
Don’t need to understand
Too lost to lose
Don’t fight my tears
Cause they feel so good
And I, I will remember how to fly
Unlock the heavens in my mind
Follow my love back
Through the same secret door
Look past the end
It’s a dream
As it’s always been
All life lives on
If we’ve ever loved it
And I, I will remember how to fly
Unlock the heavens in my mind
Follow my love back
Through the same secret door
I, I will remember how to fly
Unlock the heavens in my mind
Follow my love back
Through the same secret door
Do what you, what you want
If you have a dream for better
Do what you, what you want
’til you don’t want it anymore (remember who you really are)
Do what you, what you want
Your world’s closing in on you now (it isn’t over)
Stand and face the unknown (got to remember who you really are)
Every heart in my hands
Like a pale reflection
Hello, hello, remember me?
I’m everything you can’t control
Somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to believe
We can break through
Do what you, what you want
You don’t have to lay your life down (it isn’t over)
Do what you, what you want
‘til you find what you’re looking for (got to remember who you really are)
But every hour slipping by
Screams that I have failed you
Hello, hello, remember me?
I’m everything you can’t control
Somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to believe
Hello, hello, remember me?
I’m everything you can’t control
Somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to believe
There’s still time
Close your eyes
Only love will guide you home
Tear down the walls and free your soul
‘Til we crash
We’re forever spiraling
Down, down, down, down
Hello, hello
It’s only me infecting everything you love
Somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to believe
Hello, hello, remember me?
I’m everything you can’t control
Somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to learn forgiveness
Hello, hello, remember me?
I’m everything you can’t control
Somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to believe
We can break through
Remember who you really are
Do what you, what you want
Speak your mind,
Like I care
I can see your lips moving
I’ve just learned not to hear
Don’t waste your time
It’s never enough for you baby
Don’t want to play your game anymore
No matter what you say
I’m all out of love for you, baby
And now that I’ve tried everything
I’ll numb the pain,
‘Til I am made of stone
Take your time
I’m not scared
Make me everything you need me to be
So the judgment seems fair
Don’t waste your time
It’s never enough for you, baby
Don’t want to play your game anymore
No matter what you say
I’m all out of love for you, baby
And now that I’ve tried everything
I’ll numb the pain
‘Til I am made to
Tear out my heart
For the way that it feels
I will still remember when you’ve long forgotten me
It’s never enough for you, baby
Don’t want to play your game anymore
No matter what you say
I’m all out of love for you, baby
And now that I’ve tried everything
I’ll numb the pain
‘Til I’m made of stone
It’s never enough
It’s never enough
It’s never enough
I’ll numb the pain
‘Til I am made of stone
I’ll numb the pain
‘Til I am made of stone
Speak your mind,
Like I care
I can see your lips moving
I’ve just learned not to hear
Don’t waste your time
It’s never enough for you baby
Don’t want to play your game anymore
No matter what you say
I’m all out of love for you, baby
And now that I’ve tried everything
I’ll numb the pain,
‘Til I am made of stone
Take your time
I’m not scared
Make me everything you need me to be
So the judgment seems fair
Don’t waste your time
It’s never enough for you, baby
Don’t want to play your game anymore
No matter what you say
I’m all out of love for you, baby
And now that I’ve tried everything
I’ll numb the pain
‘Til I am made to
Tear out my heart
For the way that it feels
I will still remember when you’ve long forgotten me
It’s never enough for you, baby
Don’t want to play your game anymore
No matter what you say
I’m all out of love for you, baby
And now that I’ve tried everything
I’ll numb the pain
‘Til I’m made of stone
It’s never enough
It’s never enough
It’s never enough
I’ll numb the pain
‘Til I am made of stone
I’ll numb the pain
‘Til I am made of stone
I will wander ’til the end of time, torn away from you.
I pulled away to face the pain.
I close my eyes and drift away.
Over the fear that I will never find
A way to heal my soul.
And I will wander ’til the end of time
Torn away from you.
My heart is broken
Sweet sleep, my dark angel
Deliver us from sorrow’s hold
(Over my heart).
I can’t go on living this way
But I can’t go back the way I came
Chained to this fear that I will never find
A way to heal my soul
And I will wander ’til the end of time
Half alive without you
My heart is broken
Sweet sleep, my dark angel
Deliver us
Change – open your eyes to the light
I denied it all so long, oh so long
Say goodbye, goodbye
My heart is broken
Release me, I can’t hold on
Deliver us
My heart is broken
Sweet sleep, my dark angel
Deliver us
My heart is broken
Sweet sleep, my dark angel
Deliver us from sorrow’s hold
Make me whole again
Open your eyes
Taunted by the shadows
Of your light
Cold and far away
Like you’re not even mine
Undo everything
And take me
Higher
Never believing what they say
Cause I’m
Counting the days
To meet you on the other side
I will always be
Waiting
Until the day that I see you
On the other side
Come and take me home
I’m not giving in
I want you back
Holding together by the shards of our past
Stole my heart away
I can’t let you go
Break these chains
And let me fly to you
High above the world below
Over and over in my mind
Counting the days
To meet you on the other side
I will always be
Waiting
Until the day that I see you
On the other side
Come and take me home
I am so lost without my place
Inside your heart
I won’t survive
I need to know you hear me
Awaken and release my love
Counting the days
To meet you on the other side
I will always be
Waiting
Until the day
That I see you on the other side
Come and take me
Counting the days
To meet you on the other side
I will always be
Waiting
Until the day that I see you
On the other side
Come and take me home
Make me whole again
Open your eyes
Taunted by the shadows
Of your light
Cold and far away
Like you’re not even mine
Undo everything
And take me
Higher
Never believing what they say
Cause I’m
Counting the days
To meet you on the other side
I will always be
Waiting
Until the day that I see you
On the other side
Come and take me home
I’m not giving in
I want you back
Holding together by the shards of our past
Stole my heart away
I can’t let you go
Break these chains
And let me fly to you
High above the world below
Over and over in my mind
Counting the days
To meet you on the other side
I will always be
Waiting
Until the day that I see you
On the other side
Come and take me home
I am so lost without my place
Inside your heart
I won’t survive
I need to know you hear me
Awaken and release my love
Counting the days
To meet you on the other side
I will always be
Waiting
Until the day
That I see you on the other side
Come and take me
Counting the days
To meet you on the other side
I will always be
Waiting
Until the day that I see you
On the other side
Come and take me home
I’ve been believing in something so distant
As if I was human
And I’ve been denying this feeling of hopelessness
In me, in me
All the promises I made
Just to let you down
You believed in me, but I’m broken
I have nothing left
And all I feel is this cruel wanting
We’ve been falling for all this time
And now I’m lost in paradise
As much as I’d like the past not to exist
It still does
And as much as I’d like to feel like I belong here
I’m just as scared as you
I have nothing left
And all I feel is this cruel wanting
We’ve been falling for all this time
And now I’m lost in paradise
Run away, run away
One day we won’t feel this pain anymore
Take it all away
Shadows of you
Cause they won’t let me go
Until I have nothing left
And all I feel is this cruel wanting
We’ve been falling for all this time
And now I’m lost in paradise
Alone, and lost in paradise
Embrace the silence
‘Cause there’s nothing
That can change the way I feel
Taken all that you wanted
Now there’s nothing
That can change the way I feel
Hold on, little girl
The end is soon to come
Sick of it all
Sick of it all
We will not follow
Sick of it all
Sick of it all
They don’t understand how
Sick we are
Sick we are
Of this bottomless
Pit of lies
Behind closed eyes
Oceans between us
And there’s nothing
That can change the way I feel
I can still taste the poison
Of every thought,
Every breath I wasted here.
Hold on, little girl
The end is soon to come
Sick of it all
Sick of it all
We will not follow
Sick of it all
Sick of it all
They don’t understand how
Sick we are
Sick we are
Of this bottomless
Pit of lies
Behind closed eyes
Someday you’ll know the pain
Someday the light will break through
And nothing you tell yourself
Will save us from the truth
Screaming out!
Sick of it all
Sick of it all
We will not follow
Sick of it all
Sick of it all
They don’t understand how
Sick we are
Sick we are
Of this bottomless
Pit of lies
Behind closed eyes
As much as it hurts,
Ain’t it wonderful to feel?
So go on and break your wings
Follow your heart ’til it bleeds
As we run towards the end of the dream
I’m not afraid
I pushed through the pain
And I’m on fire
I remember how to breathe again
As much as it hurts,
Ain’t it wonderful to feel?
So go on and break your wings
Follow your heart ’til it bleeds
As we run towards the end of the dream
Why must we fall apart to understand how to fly?
I will find a way
Even without wings
Follow your heart
‘Til it bleeds
As we run towards the end of the dream
Follow your heart
‘Til it bleeds
And we’ve gone to the end of the dream
“Oceans”
Cross the oceans in my mind
Find the strength to say goodbye
In the end you never can wash the blood from your hands
Fallen so far from where we were before
You’ll never find what you’ve been searching for
Something to fill the void and make up for all of those missing pieces of you
Like I could only dream to do
Cross the oceans in my mind
Find the strength to say goodbye
Everything that we believed in was a lie
Cross the oceans in your mind
Find a way to blur the line
In the end you never can wash the blood from your hands
Oh, we never learn
So we fall down again
Heaven, help me find a way to dream within this nightmare
Cross the oceans in my mind
Find the strength to say goodbye
Everything that we believed in was a lie
Cross the oceans in your mind
Find a way to blur the line
In the end you never can wash the blood from your hands
Save yourself
Don’t look back
Tearing us apart until it’s all gone
The only world I’ve ever known sleeps beneath the waves
But I remember
I won’t give up on you
I can feel you in my heart, just show me the way
I don’t belong here
Alone
I can still see your face
Where it’s burned into my mind
I die every time
I close my eyes, you’re always there
Save yourself
Don’t look back
Tearing us apart until it’s all gone
The only world I’ve ever known sleeps beneath the waves
But I’m the one who’s drowning
Without your love
I am lost and I can never go back home
All across the ocean
We are calling, calling
Are you there?
Nothing left for me till I find you because it’s
All gone
The only world I’ve ever known sleeps beneath the waves
But I’m the one who’s drowning
Without your love
I am lost and I can never go back
I can never go back home
Way down
(Do you really want me?)
All the way down
(Do you really want me?)
I will hear your voice
(Do you really want me?)
But I’ll no longer understand
(No one’s really loved me)
I’m sorry
Nothing can hold me
I adore you still
But I hear them calling
I was looking to the sky
When I knew I’d be swimming home
And I cannot betray my kind
They are here – it’s my time
I’m sorry
Nothing can hold me
(Do you really want me?)
I adore you still
But I hear them calling – (calling)
And nothing can hold me
It’s true, we’re all a little insane.
But it’s so clear,
Now that I’m unchained.
Fear is only in our minds,
Taking over all the time.
Fear is only in our minds
but it’s taking over all the time.
You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
You know you live to break me.
Don’t deny sweet sacrifice.
One day
I’m gonna forget your name,
And one sweet day,
you’re gonna drown in my lost pain.
Fear is only in our minds,
Taking over all the time.
Fear is only in our minds
but it’s taking over all the time.
You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
And oh you love to hate me, don’t you, honey?
I’m your sacrifice.
(I dream in darkness
I sleep to die,
Erase the silence,
Erase my life.)
Do you wonder why you hate? (Our burning ashes,
Blacken the day)
Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes? (A world of nothingness,
Blow me away.)
You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
You know you live to break me.
Don’t deny.
Sweet sacrifice.
Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can’t keep believing,
We’re only deceiving ourselves .
And I’m sick of the lie,
And you’re too late.
Don’t cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
Couldn’t take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you’re jaded.
You can’t play the victim this time,
And you’re too late.
Don’t cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
You never call me when you’re sober.
You only want it cause it’s over,
It’s over.
How could I have burned paradise?
How could I – you were never mine.
So don’t cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don’t lie to me,
Just get your things.
I’ve made up your mind.
Feels like the weight of the world,
Like God in heaven gave me a turn.
Don’t cling to me, I swear I can’t fix you.
Still in the dark, can you fix me?
Freefall, freefall, all through life.
If you love me, then let go of me.
I won’t be held down by who I used to be.
She’s nothing to me.
Feels like the weight of the world,
Like all my screaming has gone unheard.
And oh, I know you don’t believe in me.
Safe in the dark, how can you see?
Freefall, freefall, all through life.
If you love me, then let go of me.
I won’t be held down by who I used to be.
If you love me, then let go of me
I won’t be held down by who I was
If you love me, then let go of me
I won’t be held down by who I used to be
Come to bed, don’t make me sleep alone.
Couldn’t hide the emptiness, you let it show.
Never wanted it to be so cold.
Just didn’t drink enough to say you love me.
I can’t hold on to me,
Wonder what’s wrong with me.
Lithium, don’t want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don’t want to forget how it feels without…
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Don’t want to let it lay me down this time.
Drown my will to fly.
Here in the darkness I know myself.
Can’t break free until I let it go.
Let me go.
Darling, I forgive you… After all,
Anything is better than to be alone.
And in the end I guess I had to fall.
Always find my place among the ashes.
I can’t hold on to me,
Wonder what’s wrong with me.
Lithium, don’t want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don’t want to forget how it feels without…
Lithium, …stay in love with you.
I’m gonna let it go.
If you want to live, let live.
If you want to go, let go.
I’m not afraid to dream, to sleep, sleep forever.
I don’t need to touch the sky.
I just want to feel that high,
And you refuse to lift me.
Guess it wasn’t real after all.
Guess it wasn’t real all along.
If I fall and all is lost,
It’s where I belong.
If you want to live, let live.
If you want to go, let go.
I’m never gonna be your sweet, sweet surrender.
Guess it wasn’t real after all.
Guess it wasn’t real all along.
If I fall and all is lost,
No light to lead the way,
Remember that all alone is where I belong.
In a dream,
Will you give your love to me?
Beg my broken heart to beat,
Save my life, change my mind.
If I fall and all is lost.
No light to lead the way.
Remember that all alone is where I belong.
Stoplight, lock the door.
Don’t look back.
Undress in the dark,
And hide from you,
All of you.
You’ll never know the way your words have haunted me.
I can’t believe you’d ask these things of me.
You don’t know me, now or ever.
You belong to me,
My snow white queen.
There’s nowhere to run, so let’s just get it over.
Soon I know you’ll see,
You’re just like me.
Don’t scream anymore my love, ’cause all I want is you.
Wake up in a dream.
Frozen fear.
All your hands on me.
I can’t scream.
I can’t scream.
I can’t escape the twisted way you think of me.
I feel you in my dreams and I don’t sleep.
I don’t sleep.
Say you belong to me,
My snow white queen.
There’s nowhere to run, so let’s just get it over.
Soon I know you’ll see,
You’re just like me.
Don’t scream anymore my love, ’cause all I want is you
I can’t save your life,
Though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting.
I’m losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides.
You belong to me,
My snow white queen.
There’s nowhere to run, so let’s just get it over.
Soon I know you’ll see,
You’re just like me.
Don’t scream anymore my love, ’cause all I want is you.
Out on your own,
Cold and alone again.
Can this be what you really wanted, baby?
Blame it on me,
Set your guilt free.
Nothing can hold you back now.
Now that you’re gone,
I feel like myself again.
Grieving the things I can’t repair and willing…
To let you blame it on me,
And set your guilt free.
I don’t want to hold you back now love.
I can’t change who I am.
Not this time, I won’t lie to keep you near me.
And in this short life, there’s no time to waste on giving up.
My love wasn’t enough.
And you can blame it on me,
Just set your guilt free, honey.
I don’t want to hold you back now love.
Stay low.
Soft, dark, and dreamless,
Far beneath my nightmares and loneliness.
I hate me,
For breathing without you.
I don’t want to feel anymore for you.
Grieving for you,
I’m not grieving for you.
Nothing real love can’t undo,
And though I may have lost my way,
All paths lead straight to you.
I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.
Halo,
Blinding wall between us.
Melt away and leave us alone again.
The humming, haunted somewhere out there.
I believe our love can see us through in death.
I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.
There’s room inside for two and I’m not grieving for you,
I’m coming for you.
You’re not alone,
No matter what they told you, you’re not alone.
I’ll be right beside you forevermore.
I long to be like you, sis,
Lie cold in the ground like you did.
There’s room inside for two and I’m not grieving for you.
And as we lay in silent bliss,
I know you remember me.
I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.
There’s room inside for two and I’m not grieving for you,
I’m coming for you.
Just once in my life,
I think it’d be nice,
Just to lose control, just once,
With all the pretty flowers in the dust.
Mary had a lamb.
His eyes black as coals.
If we play very quiet, my lamb,
Mary never has to know.
Just once in my life,
I think it’d be nice,
Just to lose control, just once.
If I cut you down to a thing I can use,
I fear there will be nothing good left of you.
You know you’re not the only one
When they all come crashing down, midflight,
You know you’re not the only one.
When they’re so alone they find a back door out of life.
You know you’re not the only one.
We’re all grieving,
Lost and bleeding.
All our lives,
We’ve been waiting
For someone to call our leader.
All your lies,
I’m not believing.
Heaven shine a light down on me.
So afraid to open your eyes, hypnotized.
You know you’re not the only one
Never understood this life.
And you’re right, I don’t deserve
But you know I’m not the only one.
We’re all grieving,
Lost and bleeding.
All our lives,
We’ve been waiting
For someone to call our leader.
All your lies,
I’m not believing.
Heaven shine a light down on me.
Don’t look down,
Don’t look into the eyes of the world beneath you.
Don’t look down, you’ll fall down,
You’ll become their sacrifice.
Right or wrong.
Can’t hold onto the fear that I’m lost without you.
If I can’t feel, I’m not mine,
I’m not real.
All our lives,
We’ve been waiting
For someone to call our leader.
All your lies,
I’m not believing,
Heaven shine a light down on me.
I can’t see your star.
I can’t see your star.
Though I patiently waited, bedside, for the death of today.
I can’t see your star.
The mechanical lights of Lisbon frightened it away.
And I’m alone now,
Me and all I stood for.
We’re wandering now.
All in parts and pieces, swim lonely, find your own way out.
I can’t see your star.
I can’t see your star.
How can the darkness feel so wrong?
And I’m alone now,
Me and all I stood for.
We’re wandering now.
All in parts and pieces, swim lonely, find your own way out.
So far away.
It’s growing colder without your love.
Why can’t you feel me calling your name?
Can’t break the silence,
It’s breaking me.
All my fears turn to rage.
And I’m alone now, me
And all I stood for.
We’re wandering now.
All in parts and pieces, swim lonely, find your own way out.
Now, I have nothing worth fighting for.
We’re wandering now
All in parts and pieces, swim lonely,
find your own way out
All that I’m living for,
All that I’m dying for,
All that I can’t ignore alone at night.
I can feel the night beginning.
Separate me from the living.
Understanding me,
After all I’ve seen.
Piecing every thought together,
Find the words to make me better.
If I only knew how to pull myself apart.
All that I’m living for,
All that I’m dying for,
All that I can’t ignore alone at night.
All that I’m wanted for,
Although I wanted more.
Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me.
I believe that dreams are sacred.
Take my darkest fears and play them
Like a lullaby,
Like a reason why,
Like a play of my obsessions,
Make me understand the lesson,
So I’ll find myself,
So I won’t be lost again.
All that I’m living for,
All that I’m dying for,
All that I can’t ignore alone at night.
All that I’m wanted for,
Although I wanted more.
Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me.
Guess I thought I’d have to change the world to make you see me,
To be the one.
I could have run forever,
But how far would I have come
Without mourning your love?
All that I’m living for,
All that I’m dying for,
All that I can’t ignore alone at night.
All that I’m wanted for,
Although I wanted more.
Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me.
Should it hurt to love you?
Should I feel like I do?
Should I lock the last open door,
My ghosts are gaining on me.
Under your spell again.
I can’t say no to you.
Crave my heart and it’s bleeding in your hand.
I can’t say no to you.
Shouldn’t let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can’t let go of this dream.
I can’t breathe but I feel…
Good enough,
I feel good enough for you.
Drink up sweet decadence.
I can’t say no to you,
And I’ve completely lost myself, and I don’t mind.
I can’t say no to you.
Shouldn’t let you conquer me completely.
Now I can’t let go of this dream.
Can’t believe that I feel…
Good enough,
I feel good enough.
It’s been such a long time coming, but I feel good.
And I’m still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
‘Cause I can’t hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?
So take care what you ask of me,
’cause I can’t say no.
Under your spell again.
I can’t say no to you.
Crave my heart and it’s bleeding in your hand.
I can’t say no to you.
Shouldn’t let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can’t let go of this dream.
I can’t breathe but I feel…
Good enough,
I feel good enough for you.
Drink up sweet decadence.
I can’t say no to you,
And I’ve completely lost myself, and I don’t mind.
I can’t say no to you.
Shouldn’t let you conquer me completely.
Now I can’t let go of this dream.
Can’t believe that I feel…
Good enough,
I feel good enough.
It’s been such a long time coming, but I feel good.
And I’m still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
‘Cause I can’t hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?
So take care what you ask of me,
’cause I can’t say no.
Under your spell again.
I can’t say no to you.
Crave my heart and it’s bleeding in your hand.
I can’t say no to you.
Shouldn’t let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can’t let go of this dream.
I can’t breathe but I feel…
Good enough,
I feel good enough for you.
Drink up sweet decadence.
I can’t say no to you,
And I’ve completely lost myself, and I don’t mind.
I can’t say no to you.
Shouldn’t let you conquer me completely.
Now I can’t let go of this dream.
Can’t believe that I feel…
Good enough,
I feel good enough.
It’s been such a long time coming, but I feel good.
And I’m still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
‘Cause I can’t hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?
So take care what you ask of me,
’cause I can’t say no.
I believe in you
I’ll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live, to breathe
You’re taking over me
Have you forgotten all I know
And all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then
I believe in you
I’ll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live, to breathe
You’re taking over me
I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are just like you are taking over
I believe in you
I’ll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live, to breathe
You’re taking over me
I believe in you
I’ll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live, to breathe
You’re taking over me
Taking over me
You’re taking over me
Taking over me
Taking over me
…never was and never will be.
Have you no shame? Don’t you see me?
You know you’ve got everybody fooled.
Look, here she comes now.
Bow down and stare in wonder.
Oh, how we love you.
No flaws when you’re pretending.
But now I know she…
…never was and never will be.
You don’t know how you’ve betrayed me.
And somehow you’ve got everybody fooled.
Without the mask, where will you hide?
Can’t find yourself lost in your lie.
I know the truth now,
I know who you are,
And I don’t love you anymore.
It never was and never will be.
You don’t know how you’ve betrayed me.
And somehow you’ve got everybody fooled.
never was and never will be.
You’re not real and you can’t save me.
Somehow now you’re everybody’s fool.
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it’s funny? What the fuck you think it’s doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you’re dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I’m above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I’ll pull the trigger And you’re down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it’s funny? What the fuck you think it’s doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you’re dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
All my friends are gone,
they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried
I’m gonna take you down
Gonna take you down [x3]
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
and Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
Hold on to me, love
You know I can’t stay long
All I wanted to say was, “I love you and I’m not afraid.”
Can you hear me?
Can you feel me in your arms?
[Chorus:]
Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
I’ll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me
I can taste it in your tears
[Chorus]
Closing your eyes to disappear,
You pray your dreams will leave you here;
But still you wake and know the truth,
No one’s there…
Say goodnight,
Don’t be afraid,
Calling me, calling me as you fade to black.
(Say goodnight) Holding my last breath
(Don’t be afraid) Safe inside myself
(Calling me, calling me) Are all my thoughts of you?
Sweet raptured light, it ends here tonight
[Chorus]
(Holding my last breath)
I took their smiles and I made them mine.
I sold my soul just to hide the light.
And now I see what I really am,
A thief a whore, and a liar.
I run to you,
(And run away from this hell)
Call out your name,
(Giving up, giving in)
I see you there,
(Still you are)
Farther away.
Im numb to you – numb and deaf and blind.
You give me all but the reason why.
I reach but I feel only air at night.
Not you, not love, just nothing.
I run to you,
(And run away from this hell)
Call out your name,
(Giving up, giving in)
I see you there,
(Still you are)
Farther away.
Try to forget you,
But without you I feel nothing.
Don’t leave me here, by myself.
I can’t breathe.
I run to you,
(And run away from this hell)
Call out your name,
(Giving up, giving in)
I see you there,
(Still you are)
Farther away.
I run to you,
(And run away from this hell)
Call out your name,
(Giving up, giving in)
I see you there,
(Still you are)
Farther away.
Farther away,
farther away,
farther away,
farther away,
farther away.
I’ve been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I’ve come to believe my soul’s on the other side.
All the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
Too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.
Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.
Lie to me,
Convince me that I’ve been sick forever.
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
But I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can’t help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love.
So I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no…
Bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe-
I breathe no more.
I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
‘Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face, it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice, it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
Ah, me… ah, me… ah…
How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I’ve become so numb
Without a soul my spirit’s sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become
Now that I know what I’m without
You can’t just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become
Bring me to life
(I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside)
Bring me to life
Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead
All this time I can’t believe I couldn’t see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
Don’t let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become
Bring me to life
(I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside)
Bring me to life
I tried to kill my pain
But only brought more
So much more
I lay dying
And I’m pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I’m dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side
Or will you forget me?
I’m dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
(return to me salvation)
I want to die!!!
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied Christ
Tourniquet
My suicide
(return to me salvation)
(return to me salvation)
(Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, paper flowers) [X2]
I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops, as they’re falling, tell a story
[Chorus:]
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby (flowers)
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me (flowers)
Don’t say I’m out of touch
With this rampant chaos – your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape
[Chorus]
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh, how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light
[Chorus]
(Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, paper flowers) [X2]
[Chorus:]
Don’t turn away
(Don’t give in to the pain)
Don’t try to hide
(Though they’re screaming your name)
Don’t close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don’t turn out the light
(Never sleep never die)
I’m frightened by what I see
But somehow I know
That there’s much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be
Blinded by tears
I can stop the pain
If I will it all away
If i will it all away
[Chorus]
Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me
Shall I give in
Upon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I’ve fallen for
I rise to meet the end
[Chorus x3]
Servatis a periculum [save us from danger].
Servatis a maleficum [save us from evil].
You won’t cry for my absence, I know –
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant…?
Am I so insignificant…?
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me?
[Chorus:]
Even though I’m the sacrifice,
You won’t try for me, not now.
Though I’d die to know you love me,
I’m all alone.
Isn’t someone missing me?
Please, please forgive me,
But I won’t be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
“Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me?”
[Chorus]
And if I bleed, I’ll bleed,
Knowing you don’t care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I’ll wake without you there,
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t something…
[Chorus]
Now I will tell you what I’ve done for you –
50 thousand tears I’ve cried.
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you –
And you still won’t hear me (going under)
Don’t want your hand this time – I’ll save myself.
Maybe I’ll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I’d reached the bottom
I’m dying again
I’m going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I’m falling forever (falling forever)
I’ve got to break through
I’m going under
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies.
(So I don’t know what’s real)
So I don’t know what’s real and what’s not (don’t know what’s real and what’s not)
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can’t trust myself anymore
I’m dying again
I’m going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I’m falling forever (falling forever)
I’ve got to break through
I…
So go on and scream
Scream at me I’m so far away (so far away)
I won’t be broken again (again)
I’ve got to breathe – I can’t keep going under
I’m dying again
I’m going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I’m falling forever (falling forever)
I’ve got to break through
I’m going under (going under)
I’m going under (drowning in you)
I’m going under
How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I’ve become so numb
Without a soul my spirit’s sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become
Now that I know what I’m without
You can’t just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become
Bring me to life
(I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside)
Bring me to life
Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead
All this time I can’t believe I couldn’t see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
Don’t let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become
Bring me to life
(I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside)
Bring me to life
Perfect by nature.
Icons of self-indulgence.
Just what we all need,
More lies about a world that…
…never was and never will be.
Have you no shame? Don’t you see me?
You know you’ve got everybody fooled.
Look, here she comes now.
Bow down and stare in wonder.
Oh, how we love you.
No flaws when you’re pretending.
But now I know she…
…never was and never will be.
You don’t know how you’ve betrayed me.
And somehow you’ve got everybody fooled.
Without the mask, where will you hide?
Can’t find yourself lost in your lie.
I know the truth now,
I know who you are,
And I don’t love you anymore.
It never was and never will be.
You don’t know how you’ve betrayed me.
And somehow you’ve got everybody fooled.
never was and never will be.
You’re not real and you can’t save me.
Somehow now you’re everybody’s fool.
I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
‘Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face, it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice, it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
Ah, me… ah, me… ah…
Hunting you, I can smell you – alive
Your heart pounding in my head
Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Saving me, raping me, watching me
Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Fearing you… loving you
I won’t let you pull me down
I tried to kill my pain
But only brought more
So much more
I lay dying
And I’m pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I’m dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side
Or will you forget me?
I’m dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
(return to me salvation)
I want to die!!!
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied Christ
Tourniquet
My suicide
(return to me salvation)
(return to me salvation)
(Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, paper flowers) [X2]
I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops, as they’re falling, tell a story
[Chorus:]
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby (flowers)
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me (flowers)
Don’t say I’m out of touch
With this rampant chaos – your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape
[Chorus]
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh, how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light
[Chorus]
(Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, paper flowers) [X2]
Have you forgotten all I know
And all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then
I believe in you
I’ll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live, to breathe
You’re taking over me
I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are just like you are taking over
I believe in you
I’ll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live, to breathe
You’re taking over me
I believe in you
I’ll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live, to breathe
You’re taking over me
Taking over me
You’re taking over me
Taking over me
Taking over me
Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has no one told you she’s not breathing?
Hello, I am your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello
If I smile and don’t believe
Soon I know I’ll wake from this dream
Don’t try to fix me, I’m not broken
Hello, I am the lie living for you so you can hide
Don’t cry
Suddenly I know I’m not sleeping
Hello, I’m still here
All that’s left of yesterday
I’ll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me
I can taste it in your tears
[Chorus]
Closing your eyes to disappear,
You pray your dreams will leave you here;
But still you wake and know the truth,
No one’s there…
Say goodnight,
Don’t be afraid,
Calling me, calling me as you fade to black.
(Say goodnight) Holding my last breath
(Don’t be afraid) Safe inside myself
(Calling me, calling me) Are all my thoughts of you?
Sweet raptured light, it ends here tonight
[Chorus]
(Holding my last breath)
I’m frightened by what I see
But somehow I know
That there’s much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be
Blinded by tears
I can stop the pain
If I will it all away
If i will it all away
[Chorus]
Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me
Shall I give in
Upon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I’ve fallen for
I rise to meet the end
[Chorus x3]
Servatis a periculum [save us from danger].
Servatis a maleficum [save us from evil].
